but iy sure did help to see this past sinner of no good do a complete turnaround in his life and he is still learning by the way and when you are on your death bed julian you shall learn ot turn your spirit loose and let it go back ot God who gave it to you.....yes trueh is beautiful John had it and is as much a christina as anyone living , he did what he could and that was all tha twas expected of him,,, i am doing wha ti feel led ot do and that is my call from God,l this is how i see it ,,, we can still be friends ,,,,this is not arguing material this is studying about your heavenly father,,,and your elder brother and your teacher who is teaching you and about your brothers and sisters who love you,.,,, i think this is pretty good stuff.